I have been exploring ways to get free of fixation since before I knew about fixation. I called it awakening or enlightenment and approached it through meditation, spiritual teachers and psychology.
I spent over 30 years trying every which way to shake the ego pattern. I tried becoming very aware of the patterning, accepting it, detaching from it, attacking it, surrendering to it, resolving it, and satisfying it - you name it. None of it really worked. I even tried acce...
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